the PENGUIN who cant swim

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Monday, February 12, 2007

hmm,
what can i say..
ive got a frggin EYE INFECTION la!
bloody fuck.
now ive got to walk around with only one eye
its superbly exhausting ima telling yawl
what to do..

if thats not bad enough
my eye hurts lke no ones business la.
it itches yet i cant scratch it
thought im dyin to.
i feel like gorgin my eye balls out ima tellin you.
ugh.

anyways,
off ta starbucks today.
to meet the usuals.
chilled talk nonsense.
made some decisions
but im still thinkin bout it.
damn i la.
oh wells now.
headed home.
and now im a the com.

okay so being sick aint all that bad.
i dont have to get my ass to school for two days
8D
HEE HEE.

but it hurts when i strain my eye too much
so maybe i shld get off the com
and go to sleep
AHAH!
just maybe.

whats goin on.
i also dont know
what to do
take it slow

wrong but i did it anyways
what can i do now??
go on with it.
i hope i can.

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Sunday, February 11, 2007

well hello world
hmm,
this is super random
we cant always be with the one we adore
okayla.
not so random but ya.
anyways,
i think this entry is gonna be as messy as my brain.
the fact that there's so many things but i just dont know how to put it to words.
so if you dont get it.
TOO BADD!
but then again..
maybe this song might explain it.

Verse 1
Step one you say we need to talk
He walks you say sit down it’s just a talk
He smiles politely back at you
You stare politely right on through
Some sort of window to your right
As he goes left and you stay right
Between the lines of fear and blame
And you begin to wonder why you came

Chorus
Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life

Verse 2
Let him know that you know best
Cause after all you do know best
Try to slip past his defense
Without granting innocence
Lay down a list of what is wrong
The things you’ve told him all along
And pray to God he hears you
And pray to god he hears you and

Chorus
Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life
Verse 3
As he begins to raise his voice
You lower yours and grant him one last choice
Drive until you lose the road
Or break with the ones you’ve followed
He will do one of two things
He will admit to everything
Or he’ll say he’s just not the same
And you’ll begin to wonder why you came

Chorus (2)
Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life
How to save a life How to save a life

im tryin to hold on but i feel ike giving up.
someone save me.

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Sunday, February 04, 2007

myself

you bring WARMTH
on a rainy day

you LIGHT it up
on a gloomy day

you make it all seem RIGHT
on a day that goes all wrong

you make me BELIEVE
on days i loose the trust

you give ASSURANCE
on a cloudy day

you PICK ME UP
on days i slip

you WIPE it off
on a day i pour

i guess there's somethings in life
we cant do without

im only hopin
i could bring it back to stay..

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im done.

im tired
literally,mentally
there's just so much that i can take
there's just so much that i can do
im sorry
but im MIGHT loose it

im trying
i realy am
but it seems, it makes no difference

bruised heart;
swollen eyes;
over exerted mind.
it's still the same.

honestly,
im at the end of it all.
and there's just one thing to say..

i feel me pullin me away
i feel me stoppin myself
i feel me denyin the truth
i feel me givin up everything

someone once told me,
im better off being *** *** **
is it true.?
am i?
have i been that bad??

perhaps maybe i have
cause i dont remember,
anywhere in the past,
me being this way.

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